I, choose to live and to. Grow. Take and give and to. Move. Learn and love and to. Cry. Kill and die and to. Be. Paranoid and to. Lie. Hate and fear and to. Do. What it takes to live through. I choose to live and to. Lie. Kill and give and to. Die. Learn and love and to. Do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing. Stretching up and over me. Soften this old armor. Hoping I can clear the way. By stepping through my shadow. Coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.